One year ago today we found out we were pregnant. We were so surprised and so excited! Tommorrow is Mother's Day, I will be away in Philly for my Mike's graduation, a good distraction. I know I am still a mother but it hurts to know I am a mother without her child. Mother's Day should have been a joyous day, instead I will be thinking about all the 'should have beens.' This is just not fair....